wish ko lang!

dear santa,

i know this letter may be a bit too late now. the post office is in a frenzy trying to keep tabs on their christmas deliveries and they don't have the time for a stupid little letter addressed to you from a girl bored out of her wits. but i'm writing this anyway and i'll post it on my blog 'coz i know you frequent a lot of blogs while you are making your list and checking it twice.

i'm not the nicest kid around. i've been naughty a couple... a few... er a lot of times this year. i probably don't deserve to get something from you this year.... but come to think of it, i have yet to recieve something from you after the more than 20 years of believing in a bearded fat man in a red suit. so you see, you owe me big time santa! for more than 20 years, i believed in you and i get nothing in return. so sit back and brace yourself as this is quite a list i'm giving you.

• i want that philippine vacation i am planning in april next year to push through.
• i want that car i've been planning to buy, to be on the apartment building's parking lot by the middle of next year. if you're generous enough, kindly throw in a navigation system along with it.
• i want a carribean cruise with my friends. most preferably on the third quarter of next year.
• i want me and my friends to have time for that carribean cruise next year.
• i want good health and safety for all my loved ones.
• i want an itunes music store card, so that i can download all the songs i want on my ipod.
• i still can't decide between a PS2 or an xbox, but i'm leaning more on the xbox because i wanna know if i'm actually good at playing halo. ok, maybe i want both. can i have both?
• i want a membership to a gym.
• i want to have the time and the discipline to go to the gym regularly once i get the membership.
• i want a new set of gym clothes and a new pair of cross trainers.
• i want one of those cute pajamas and tank tops of victoria's secrets.
• and before you think that i'm a selfish materialistic bitch, i also want world peace, because honestly in these days... who doesn't?

questionnaire

what do you do when you run out of things to blog about and you have lot's of time in your hands? simple, answer one of those questionnaires that are making their rounds on the internet. here's one:

what is your greatest fear?
untimely death

what is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
being anti-social

what is the trait you most deplore in others?
stupidity

what is your greatest extravagance?
electronic gadgets

what do you consider the most overrated virtue?
friendliness

what do you dislike most about your appearance?
my height

which living person do you most despise?
nobody in particular but to me plastic people are despicable in general.

which words or phrases do you overuse?
"yeah", "oh yeah" when talking to my co-workers
"oo nga eh!" "mao", "bitaw" when talking to pinoy friends
(i just realized i get to agree a lot most of the times)

what is your greatest regret?
not making the most out of college life.

which talent would you like to have?
guitar skills

what is your current state of mind?
depressed

what is your most treasured possession?
my sanity

what do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
being depressed and all and crying while watching late night tv.

what is your favorite occupation?
reading and surfing the net

what is your most marked characteristic?
silence

what is the quality you most like in a man?
intelligent-funny-maginoo pero medyo bastos combo

what is the quality you most like in a friend?
them being on the same wavelength as me (in short, hindi ko na kailangan pang i-explain ang sarili ko, my quirkiness, moods and all)

what do you most value in your friends?
tolerance

how would you like to die?
in my sleep

what is your idea of perfect happiness?
being in the moment