ten things i am not

1. not good in explaining things.
when i am watching a movie, i don't like it when i have to explain the plot to the person i am watching it with. i should abolish any hopes of being a teacher (not that it occured to me to be one) because i'd rather do a complicated procedure myself than explain how it is done to somebody. i just don't have the patience to be somebody's teacher.

2. not pleasant.
i have always been tagged as a snobbish person. i am not the one who will smile profusely at an acquaintance i have just met once. i have never been comfortable exchanging "beso(s)" with someone because i just find it "plastic", although i am sometimes forced by what my values education teacher has taught me and those darn social norms to i have to follow. i am an anti-social by default. people should just deal with it.

3. not adept at directions.
unlike the unwanted kitten you would put in a sack and attempt to lose on an unfamiliar place, i will never find my way back even if i've been to the same place thrice. that's how bad i am with directions. people who lose their way around the hospital i work in should stay away from me, lest they want to get lost even more.

4. not prejudicial.
i always give people a chance to show me who they really are. the contents of the book is more important to me than it's cover.

5. not a go-getter.
i'm not sure if this is positive or negative. i am sort of the laid back kind of type. i do not stress myself about something i should be getting or achieving asap. i often take my time. i am not the type who lives on the two thumbs up-hats off to you-good job praises of others. i just don't care what others think of me and my performance.

6. not a public speaker.
but give me a topic to write about and i would end up with a kick ass essay that would probably move my college english professor to tears.

7. not good in expressing my feelings.
i am a pro in hiding what i feel. i should put a stop to this though, before my cells get confused and i eventually get cancer.

8. not stupid.
thank god for good genes!

9. not crazy.
i'm just a little unwell... (kanta to... alam ko!)

10. not yet done.
i'll be back to post a list of ten things that i am.