insomniac incorporated

it's almost 5 in the morning and i am still wide awake. wala na, abnormal na talaga yung biological clock ko. feeling ko, doomed na akong maging nocturnal creature. gising pag gabi, antok pag araw. the fact that the sun these days is still quite up even if it's already 8 o'clock in the evening doesn't help at all. nauubusan na ako ng magawa dito sa bahay. ayoko namang mag-vacuum ng ganitong oras dahil baka makabulahaw sa mga kapit-apartment namin. gusto ko sanang maging productive pero naka-on yata yung tamad mode ko. so, eto ang mga pinag-gagagawa ko habang naghihintay ng antok.

1) convincing myself that its okay to...

:: cheat on the crossword puzzle i'm working on.

:: procrastinate on taking that driver's liscense exam i've scheduled for so long.

:: splurge on a .NIKE Shox after weeks of slaving myself at work.

:: listen to blessid union of souls and jars of clay cd's over and over again. (sealdi, i can finally relate to your fondness to tea and sympathy!)

:: not like the 3rd Harry Potter movie despite the good raves about it.

:: forget to remember your friend's birthday... or maybe not. ( June and Joy HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i'm such a bad friend with an early case of Alzheimer's, i know that!)

:: miss home every freaking day that i am reminded that i'm miles away from it.

2) blog hopping... while.....

3) listening to Magic 89.9's live music stream on the net...
hanep talaga tong technology, feeling ko nasa pinas pa rin ako habang nakikinig.

4)mentally rearranging our apartment
i find it easier and less stressful than actually doing it.

5) wonder when i will get my ass up and buy myself a suitable bag for my up coming mini break with my friend.
i know, v. bridget jones, v. unoriginal, but am v. excited about it all!

my alarm clock says its thirty minutes after five. i can already see sunlight in between the blades of our blinds. the birds outside are ready to start a new day. i am just about to end it. finally, sleep takes over.