holding back

Here I go again going through all the motions of falling for somebody and yet holding back because it just won’t work out for us. You see, it would’ve been perfect, but it’s not. It would’ve been okay for me, but I guess not for him. Braving the unexpected cold of the night we went to a park. We talked, reminisced about the past... and that’s it. I was tempted to hold his hand in mine, because he’s cold and I’m cold, but I held back. I guess it would just complicate things. It’s complicated enough as it is you know.

Holding back is good.... Holding back is best.